The Waiting Room: Thoughts Before Treatment Begins

Treatment starts tomorrow. I’ve known this was coming since the diagnosis in late August. I’ve had time to prepare—physically, mentally, logistically. I’ve assembled my nutrition strategy, stocked the supplies, organized support, written articles, and reached out for help. But here’s what nobody tells you about the waiting period between diagnosis and treatment: it’s excruciating. The …

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When a Company Steps Up: Thank You, Tailwind Nutrition

Tailwind Sports generous donation

A few weeks ago, I did something I’ve never done before in my decades of cycling and writing about outdoor sports: I asked for help. I reached out to several nutrition companies and explained my situation. I’m facing seven weeks of chemo-radiation treatment for throat cancer. The radiation will make eating solid food difficult or …

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Training for Life: When Cancer Changes the Race

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The oncologist’s office doesn’t look anything like a start line. Still, I recognized the feeling immediately: that pre-race mixture of adrenaline, uncertainty, and the knowledge that everything is about to change.”Squamous Cell Carcinoma” the doctor said, pointing to images I couldn’t fully process. A tumor. Lymph nodes involved. Seven weeks of chemo-radiation treatment, followed by …

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2025 Season Recap: Three Races, Hard Lessons, and the Long Game

Introduction: A Season of Rediscovery At 64, I’m learning that comebacks don’t follow neat trajectories—at least mine hasn’t. After nearly three decades away from competitive cycling, 2025 marked my second full season back, with three major races that would test whether last year’s return was beginner’s luck or sustainable progress. The plan seemed straightforward: use …

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